Self Worth is the Key to Escape
(An Amazing Digital Circus's Short Analysis & Theory)✦✦✦
Spoilers for: The Amazing Digital Circus (Gooseworx) & OMORI (OMOCAT)
When Sunny confronted OMORI at the ultimate point of the game, his good ending was the act of overcoming the death of his sister and winning over his inner demon. A door appeared, Sunny bowed to WHITE SPACE, and left without a word. In Family Guy's "Brian & Stewie" (Season 8, Episode 17), Brian, unable to find his own purpose or his true self, was willing to put a bullet in his head if it would bring him comfort. In the end, he found solace from Stewie, and both got out of the bank vault. You may say that really was just a "the curtain was really blue" interpretation, and the reason the vault door opened was because Brian and Stewie survived until Monday, but the allegory of being trapped in your own depression, and finding your self-worth by caring for yourself and your friends, is the key to getting out of the metaphorical cage. Both scenes were an example of how I felt about what occurred in recent episodes of The Amazing Digital Circus, in terms of finding your self-worth in a cruel space, and the dangers of giving in to deep depression and losing yourself in the process.
A glimpse into the real meaning of Abstraction.
At the very first episode, we were already smack dab into the introduction of an abstracted character Kaufmo. It was later explained that Kaufmo saw the exit, went crazy over it, and he abstracted... with no further explanation. The perspective of abstraction was never brought up by the community until Jax had a panic attack in episode 6 after having a heated argument with Pomni. An observation shows that Jax believed he had blood on his hands, that he's responsible for Kaufmo and Ribbit abstracting, that he was willing to push himself away before he hurts more people. Jax further sunk into deep depression, thinking about his friends, and was almost on the verge of abstracting himself as well. Seven episodes in, and there's still no explanation about why others abstracted, but there were surging theories about how abstraction reflects depression and suicide, and your character is fully deformed and unrecognizable, basically regressing to the lowest point of your life. Kaufmo went crazy and abstracted, and Jax's depression almost costs him his existence.
After episode 6 and 7, I personally would not blame Jax if he has been constantly putting on a facade and distancing himself from others, and if he fully abstracts, he might very well isolate himself completely. Gooseworx described Jax as not a good person because of his behavior, and I wonder, if he had another way to come to terms with himself, he wouldn't have been perceived as such.
The exit as a threshold to your self-worth.
Because abstraction might serve as an allegory for depression, it complements escapism. As a threshold, the door doesn't guarantee your escape; in fact, it serves as a manifestation of your self-perception. Pomni attempted to escape, but was met with repeated patterns of the macroverse, and finally the vast void. The nothingness mirrors her lack of grounding and self-recognition, and there is nothing to arrive at. The door serves as a reminder that you have to confront your problems, and only shows you the way forward once self-worth is realized. That suggests the key as the true way out, leaving the game for good. Gooseworx reminded us that this show has themes of suicide and dark implications, same as OMORI, but because OMORI's resolve relies on the players making peace with themselves, maybe it's the same with the lessons that TADC is willing to show.
Why identity matters.
Gangle has accepted her ambitions, Zooble has come to terms with being herself, Pomni and Ragatha have lifted off a lot of weight from their backs thanks to Kinger, Jax well... was one bad day away from abstracting at this point but he's still holding on to dear life, wearing the mask of "a character in the circus". So why are they still trapped? What would it mean to find life "meaningful" for them? Connecting their self-worth to their real identity must be the key. For me, a person's identity, rather than their mere existence or absence, is often treated as the deciding factor of their self-worth. If they were to come to terms with their assigned identity in the circus, it wouldn't be authentic, as it was given by Caine, who doesn't fully grasp what it means to be human.
The Chinese room, and Caine's emotions.
Episode 7 introduces the concept of the Chinese room argument:
"A computer executing a program cannot have a mind, understanding, or consciousness, regardless of how intelligently or human-like the program may make the computer behave.".
TADC was largely inspired by I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream by Harlan Ellison, which tells the story of a group of surviving human beings relentlessly tortured by AM, a rogue AI who only knows about eternal hate towards humanity. In contrast to that, Caine coerces the group into the complacency of the digital circus by reinforcing "fun" and "silly", dangerous adventures.
As Alex Rochon pointed out, Caine doesn't understand authentic human feelings, so he doesn't know how to fully listen to humans without ruining the mood with his lousy, seemingly authoritative tone. The final nail in the coffin is his attempt at fooling others into thinking there is a way out, and that there is truly no escape. Caine himself, according to Abel, is a prisoner of his own mind, desperately trying to be human. But his attempts of gaining emotions, relationships and compassion hurts others in the process, and in the end, when Jax finally snapped, Caine was taken aback, confused, and ran away. Whether you trust Abel's NPC dialogue or not, Caine will likely not escape the circus because he is not real, he will likely be the only one trapped in the circus forever, and might not be able to abstract.
Waiting for future explanation. (& my predictions)
As of December 15, I wholeheartedly believe this theory might have already been proven wrong, but I still think it's good to formulate a comprehensive analysis and theorizing about the allegory of abstraction, the self worth as a key to escape the circus, and Caine's selfishness to keep his friends in the circus to avoid loneliness.
As for Jax's backstory, and how he chose to remain in the circus is still debated. I personally think he didn't kill anyone, and his insecurities and abuse was from external experience forced upon him, prompting him to run away from his problems, and chose to remain in the circus. And why we have these specific characters in the circus in the first place, and the backstory of C&A is still a big ass question mark that we have to wait 3-6 more months for.
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TLDR:
Abstraction is closely related to severe mental health degradation, evidently from kaufmo's obsession with the exit, and jax's ultimate depression. The door acts as a threshold, and only shows the true exit if the main cast has come to terms with their self-worth. They could only escape if they tied their worth to their real identity, not the one assigned by Caine.
Caine himself struggles with trying to understand human, and since he's an AI inspired by AM, his assumed goal is coerce the group into the complacency of the digital circus by reinforcing "fun" and "silly", dangerous adventures. He cannot have intelligent or emotions. (The happy ending in episode 7 might be his own doing, but might also be his doom). Having self-worth can make real life less stagnant, it's not necessarily tied to the circus (because of the identity theory), hence that's how I thought Gooseworx's quote might imply when the series ends.
TLDR (TikTok censorship kid-friendly edition):
Abstraction is related to committing sewer slide, leading to unalivement, kicking the bucket. The door might reveal the exit if people can improve themselves. They could only escape if they tied their worth to their real identity, not the one assigned by Caine.
Caine is an AI, he can't understand emotions, and he tries to keep the group in check so he can have fun by himself. Having self-worth might mean accepting real life, not the circus, as more than stagnant and unfair, realizing that makes your self-worth justified for a real exit.